我已经是个有心人..

但是谁是我的有心人???

继续做个有心人..还是选择无心人...?

有好多问号...一颗有心的心在询问无心的人???

理所应当...心比天高...!

从那天起..觉得变得无心...两袖清风的感觉....很自在...很舒服....

原来当我选择离开以后...一起近似如此的真实...不知不觉...我满不在乎....

只是会思考????我是否可以放下?!!

也没有关系.

至少还有一个人陪伴..至少还有好多人关心...

我很安心..

       Today i feel a little bit tired,a little bit worried.i even can't imagine what will happen some days later.it will be better or it will be even worse??i know i have no chance to control the world,i can't control myself to miss somebody..Although i know it is the worst thing to me,i have no way to change this fact...How frightened i am!!i just want to stay with you,i only wanna have the chance to see you,but that will make me feel afaid..i am afraid to see your smile to the other one,i may cry,i may be hurted,it may broke my heart....

        Even now,i always believe that someday i will be happier and i will show you my smile,i will be stronger,i will be braver, my life will be more beautiful,i will point to the sunshine.!!!

        please trust me and wait for my promise...

　　因为很久都没有来写东东了,放假也有好多天的吧..

      突然发现自己真的好想那个人哦.不晓得他现在在干撒子！！是不是在打电话,或者...哎呀!!不想再切纠缠老,一切都要忘掉!!!!男人嘛,有什么大不了的,没有男人,我们女人照样可以活得自由自在的!!

      nothing serious!!!!!!!

      放假这几天都在外面鬼混切老,先是高中同学,再是初中的亲爱的们.现在最最想的就是小学的那些没良心的了..本来说好国庆节的时候出来耍的,结果又不晓得跑到哪里切老!郁闷最!!!!!近的几次见面还是去年暑假了,而且还见了几个不浪个想看到的."黄脸婆"这个臭男人,以前骂我这么惨,现在还好意思说我变了黑多给..是不是说我现在变温柔了嘛,,看哪天老娘我心情不好踢暴你!!!!!!!

     终于有时间切把"情颠""看老..有一种说不出来的感觉...自己好象以前有过.特别是那天大蜜说他在看我的时候...现在想起都想哭.好后悔哦!!觉得自己老是这样,这么白痴,总是最后来后悔..我想改啊,可是每次都改不掉!!!这么臭毛病.....

     不是说好不再提那个人的嘛

　　忘记是最好的选择

　　知道吗

　　一切都可以重新开始

　　一切都可以恢复平静

　　谁叫我是我呢！